I am a bad mom. I don't want to be around my kids right now - they are annoying!
Don't touch.
Stop whining.
Yes, you have to clean your room!
Didn't I just tell you not to touch that?!
My sister wonders if they don't know. Know what month this is. If they don't understand at some level. I am sure that they do. At the very least, they are picking up on the tension.
And I am painting this year. Ironic. I am painting the deck and ramp. Last year, after Jarrad "skied" down the ice covered ramp, we decided that we needed more traction. Thus, to the hardware store I go. I explain and they give me a product that we will see if it works. But I need to paint the deck now while the weather is nice aka not 100 degrees. But it is May and I am painting.
Hmmmmmm.
By the way, I have 2 kids who are looking for a good home. . . we will pay for college.
Takers?
Anyone???
Yeah, that is what I thought.
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(after story time with Daddy and a glass of wine for Mommy)
Why do they have to be so cute and lovey?
Crap.
Now I am not annoyed anymore.
(((hugs))) I understand. May is our "anniversary" month of diagnosis day and still brings up such raw emotions. Have a huge glass of wine for me as I could use one about now (and will have one as soon as this baby pops out).
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